I have had a really bad flu for a little over a week now, and I have yet to eat anything. Swine flu, to be exact.
I just kind of noticed how much weight I’ve lost… Like holy shit. I look so sick.
I’m starving, and it’s one in the morning, and I’m not sure if I should wait until tomorrow, or just say “fuck it” and grab something now. I could drive to a Tim Horton’s or something that’s open and get food, because I need to eat.
I hate that there’s a part of my brain that’s saying “But look how thin you look right now! You can go a little longer.” SHUT UP GIRL BRAIN. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!!